I'm looking for the power ..

Background

My mother's family had a maidservant (lale) whose name was Sakineh. I never saw her, she died before I was born. Grandma always used to say that whenever something was lost at home, Sakineh was the only one who could find it. After she died, mom and grandma always say prayers (Faatehe) for her when they lose something and instantly they find it. I learned from them, and I do the same. I've done this all the time since I was a little girl.

I don't have lots of properties but I love those that are really mine. Without them I feel I've lost something. I have a very thin gold necklace with the smallest golden anchor that can be made hanging on my chain. The chain is a love keepsake and I got the anchor from mom and it is so going with me. :)

Today, after shower, I was closing my necklace around my neck, and I was thinking that I have to give up this chain somehow, because it seems that I carry his memory everyday with me hanging around my neck. It keeps me connected to him. However, I did not do that. I probably haven't been strong enough.

One hour later, I found my chain disjointed, and my anchor was fallen. I felt extremely sad. Since my anchor was lost, I didn't care about the torn beloved chain. I was just wishing the anchor to be found. I searched every where in the house, no anchor. Suddenly, I remembered Sakineh, and I start to say prayers. After 1 minute, my roommate found my tiny anchor in the stairs.

Main statement

I'm looking for the power that makes things happen. Do my thoughts or my believes have any effect of that power? Sometimes, I feel that my thoughts are ahead of time or if it is not, I would say that my thoughts change the future. I have a strong belief that every thing that happens is connected to each other somehow. Nothing happens independently. I'm wondering of this power which I know that I'm a small unit of that.

Conclusion

Every night before sleep, I pray to God to help me to go through my problem. He (God) gave me the vision to see ways that I can get rid of him, and when he saw my weakness, he made it simple for me instantly.

Another way of looking is that the chain was going to be torn; I knew that ahead of time inside that's why I thought about giving it up. (What is TIME?)

I have had things that I lost and they have never been found but when I lost them I didn't remember that I can do prayers for Sakineh to find them, so, I knew that the anchor will be found that's why I remembered to say prayers (I'm ahead of time) or I didn't know it, but my prayers made it to be found.