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Thursday, November 10, 2005

He took my breath away


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Have you ever experienced a fantastic and a disastrous night at the same time? Last night was my Dreamlike concert . First I was excited to see him; when he came I was astonished, moveless and almost dead. This was the fantastic part, very good feeling to see your dream came true. Once he started to sing I realized that I should have never come to this concert alone. I felt terrible. His voice took me to the world that I've been running away from for 5 months. His words awake my heart from my forgetfulness dream. The songs set the fire on again. What am I doing here? Where is he? What is this feeling? Why am I so burning? What tears us apart? I wanted him so badly; I wanted my days back so badly. Last night, I had the strength to scream out loud enough to reach to Netherlands to say I miss you, while he was singing " Carry me like a fire in your heart". Believe me something is wrong. This is not the way it is supposed to be. This is not what I deserved. I cried last night even more deeply than when I cried for grandma. I felt my heart is pressed. I couldn't breathe. I was about sobbing. I couldn't help it.

I know something, every time that I feel so terrible and helpless it's like I'm losing a skin of my body. I'll have a bad time with lots of tears but after I feel lighter. It's like I've lost a layer of his love. I'm wondering how many layers does this have and how long it will take to get over. It tires me.

If tomorrow comes, something which does not exist now will be 6 years old. Should I celebrate? Should I mourn? I sell my soul to know what he feels. It's hard to live with a big question, why this happened to us? Do you believe in magic? I believed ..

PS: Long and boring; I know. You don't need to comment on this.


posted by Kimia @ 4:54 PM  

7 Comments:

  • At 1:08 AM, Blogger Dr O2 said…

    wow! U went to a CdeB concert!!! damn I envy you. His songs are truely touching. It really takes out ones deepest emotions from the darkest caves of ones memory. In order to forget such things first one must find them & then try to forget them. It is hard to forget but necessary to move on.

    P.S: what songs did he perform??

     

  • At 1:12 PM, Blogger Kimia said…

    Well, I would say he sang most of his famous songs. It started at 8 Pm and he sang continously until 11 PM. It was marvelous.
    Spaceman came traveling
    In love forever
    labanan night
    Natasha
    Patricia The Stripper
    Judgment day( I was lost in the dark...)
    Snow is falling
    Here for you
    where peacful water flows
    Tender hands
    Missing you
    Lady in red
    Spanish train
    He sang all the songs of his last
    The snows of newyork
    We took a boat over lake genva
    Carry me like fire
    Border line
    Paris night
    Lonely sky

    He sang all the songs of his last album except Read my name that I was looking for ;)

    I guess I mentioned almost half.

    At the end he sang some songs from old singers like Pretty woman, Hey you don't let me go and ..

    The most fantastic part was that he had good sense of hummor. He talked between the songs and said where he wrote them and why? and made some jokes between the songs by changing the lyrics and he was very funny :) with strong Brittish accent.
    and at the end he came and sang between the people :) I took this picture when he was very close to me :)

     

  • At 12:33 AM, Blogger Dr O2 said…

    wow U took this photo!!! damn now U have managed to make me reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaally jealous :-)

    I think quiet revolution was much better than this last album. I just like; The Best That Love Can Be.

    ANyways it is so srange how infamous he is worldwide but he is well known among our nation.

     

  • At 2:28 PM, Blogger Kimia said…

    Yes, It is definitely true. He is not famous at all. But here some people know him but in Europe almost nobody knows him!

     

  • At 5:41 PM, Blogger Hydra said…

    A long time ago, I was in a relationship with this girl. After we broke up, we were still hanging out as friends, but I was quite confused. I couldn't get her out of my mind. When I told her how I felt, she suggested that I should move on, and "stop listening to Chris de Burgh!!!". So there you go....

     

  • At 6:56 PM, Blogger Dr O2 said…

    lol! Hydra that's quite an experience :-)

     

  • At 8:20 PM, Blogger Kimia said…

    :D Thanks for the advise.
    The other way is to listen to chris de burgh when you have a error on your program. then after somedays whenever you hear the rythem of his songs you only remember your suffering not your love :)

     

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