Pulp-Fiction

I think he is an absolute genius.

Pensacola Beach

Last weekend I went to Pensacola beach which is about 4 hours away from here. The weather was gorgeous and the sea was blue like his eyes when he has a blue shirt on. It was an amazing trip, very relaxing and beautiful but lonely although I wasn't alone. How is that possible?

My weakness against beautiful face and body will finally put me in a big trouble. I lose my mind sometimes. I know that I should stay away from any beautiful person.

I have the most delicious Ash Mash for dinner tonight. It's a big pot; what am I gonna do with that?

VCS

I am not a Chemical engineer but I managed to prepare a Vapor Control System calculation report for one of our barges. I was very happy yesterday that I couldn't help smiling in my stomach when I read an Email from US coast guard that my report looks good. the funny thing is that I still don't know how a vapor control system works. I think Frank was proud of me.

:D

Reyhan

I went to Chinese store today and I bought some vegetables that I don't usually see in supermarkets. I bought a bunch of sweet basil and I got all so excited that I would go and buy one of those small BBQ pots and make a real good Kabab Koobideh and have it with my sweet basil.

I don't want to live alone. I don't want to cook for myself and be the only one who enjoys the dish. I hate that nobody in my surrounding could understand me, my food, my enjoyable activities. I want a partner. I want a partner. I have so much energy, life and love that makes me do anything. There is nobody around who can take advantage of me.

I am exhausted. I don't know if I can stand this situation. This is hard I am not kidding. Those who left Iran but always lived in the city with minimum number of Iranians, please don't try to sympathize. You have no clue. I want a friend.