My 5hip

This is my ship. Her name is Magic. I am the shipmaster. Welcome aboard :)

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Christmas gift

I need help to choose a good book about Iran for my boss as a Christmas gift. I want it to be a recently published book, which looked positively at this poor land. There is always a strange awfully negative documentaries about Iran and Iranian nation in American TV.
It can be History, Picture, or poem?? I don't know what is your suggestion?
My boss is a very alive active 82 years old gentleman. He is interested to know more about Iran, I am sure about that.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Rakhsh

Anybody needs a ride to anywhere, hang on... Kimi's coming. Just let her know your postal code cause she has to put it in her GPS for directions.

I can't believe how much a little car can bring convenience to a person's life.


Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Monster

In my scale, I consider myself a strong girl who got over her past pretty good at this time. I don’t recall my ex- more than a few times per week, very concisely. I hardly ever cried over him in last few months and I even start to have thoughts of another person in my head strongly. However, there are some songs that when they happen to play in the radio, it’s like an invisible monster grabs my heart with his sharp claws and take it out of my chest while it beats with all its power. This feeling is like a 3, 4 second attack and then it goes away but nobody believes how physical it is. I feel my empty chest thoroughly.

I will always wonder if such feelings ever occurred to him since then. I am sure not the same song would have the same effect but there should be at least one song for him. Not that I wish him heart ache, I am just curious with what kind of heart I was dealing with.

The blue cafe (Chris Rea)

My world is miles of endless roads
that leave a trail of broken dreams
where have you been
I hear you say?
I will meet you at the Blue Cafe
Because, this is where the one who knows
Meets the one who does not care
The cards of fate
The older shows
To the younger one, who dares to take
The chance of no return

Where have you been?
Where are you going to?
I want to know what is new
I want to go with you
what have you seen?
What do you know that is new?
Where are you going to?
Because I want to go with you

So meet me down at the Blue Cafe

The cost is great, the price is high
Take all you know, and say goodbye
Your innocence, inexperience
Mean nothing now

Because, this is where the one who knows
Meets the one that does not care
Where have you been?
I hear you say
I'll meet you at the Blue Cafe

so meet me at the Blue Cafe

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Post it, girl

This is the forth post that I am writing since last month and I hope I'll be able to post it and not to delete it. That seems stupid I know, but it's been weeks that I haven't been in a good mood and everything I wrote was nothing but whining and fussing. I just didn't like to post them.


Now, I have got good news. I most probably buy a car on Tuesday. Wish me luck; I was so frustrated of looking hopelessly for a manual transmission car in a good condition, low mileage and a cute dark color. A car that its ex-owner hasn't been smoking in there, definitely not tan color inside, no fat stinky person sitting on my seat to be. After preparing an excel sheet full of my criteria and their weights, I realized that I am no more than a demanding fool and finally decided to squeeze my budget and buy a new car. I practiced to convince myself that with my obsession, this is the most right decision cause I have never been a second hand user in my life, neither was my mom. It's genetic and I have to pay for it.

I won't give you headache, once I decided to go for a brand new car, this advertise showed up in the paper and a decent looking guy brought the car for me to test drive it, and it was cool. I liked it so much that I accepted to buy a car even without power lock. So lets have some Champaign. Cheers. By the way, I bought a navigator for my car to be.

My land lady's grandson who is 5 years old has this habitual phrase: "Oh, lordy". He is the cutest, sweetest kid I have ever seen but I still cannot manage to be patient to sit and spend time with him the way my aunts and uncles used to do with us.

My friends are coming to stay with me in Christmas and I am very excited. I still don't know how to entertain them but I am sure we will be fine.

I found an Iranian friend who is coming to study in NewOrleans and it's like a relief for me. I am so tired of being always around foreigners. I definitely needed an Iranian friend close by. Although I don't know him so much but I have this intuition that we will get along.

I am going to New York for New Year with some dears. I dream of it days and nights. I hope my heart allows me to fully enjoy the trip because it beats so hard recently. I can't help it.