Reyhan

I went to Chinese store today and I bought some vegetables that I don't usually see in supermarkets. I bought a bunch of sweet basil and I got all so excited that I would go and buy one of those small BBQ pots and make a real good Kabab Koobideh and have it with my sweet basil.

I don't want to live alone. I don't want to cook for myself and be the only one who enjoys the dish. I hate that nobody in my surrounding could understand me, my food, my enjoyable activities. I want a partner. I want a partner. I have so much energy, life and love that makes me do anything. There is nobody around who can take advantage of me.

I am exhausted. I don't know if I can stand this situation. This is hard I am not kidding. Those who left Iran but always lived in the city with minimum number of Iranians, please don't try to sympathize. You have no clue. I want a friend.