My 5hip

This is my ship. Her name is Magic. I am the shipmaster. Welcome aboard :)

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

There is nothing that a love can't heal

It was such an amazing day. At noon, my boss told every one that we are having lunch all together and we have meeting. I only recalled my stressful meetings in Sadra. I and Liz joined him in his car. He turned to our street and I asked if we are gonna pick up Geri (my land lady) because she is also doing some thing for the company. He said no Geri is cooking and we all gonna have lunch over there. I still didn’t suspect.

We went in and I was kind of excited that my co-workers are in my place. I went to my room to wash my hands when I heard Geri, calling me to come out. She said then that this is all for you. I am not happy that you are leaving but I know that’s what you wanted and wished for. My boss gave me a big gift card from all my coworkers. Chris gave some cute candles and also another gift card. Rain gave me many towels. I was so emotional and excited that I wanted to kiss every one. But always at such situations, all I do is to stay speechless and behav awkwardly. I never learned to appreciate people with words.

It was the first time in my life that somebody surprised me. I remember last year Hiva tried to surprise Eilnaz for her birthday and it was such a tough job.

Anyways, I am very proud. These people love me.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Based on two real stories

Part I

She was at work and it was in the afternoon that she received an SMS containing the cruelest words from her crush saying that he doesn’t like her and he is not even sorry about this situation.

She went into a coma for few minutes and when she came back into the life, working wasn’t possible anymore. She took off from the office and jumped into her car with her heart beating so fast and broken into pieces. Tears ran into her face and nobody was around to comfort her. Her whole world fell apart although she saw it coming from the start. Driving safely was not very feasible with her sore heart. She was talking to herself. Words started to boil out in the saddest way possible.

I can’t believe this is happening. It’s against all the world’s rules. I hate that you lie about your feelings, even to yourself. I hate that you are a confused person. But sadly, only the words that came out of your mouth are count.

I hate that I like you so much

But go to the hell; you obviously don’t deserve what I was giving you.

Who did you sell me to?

Part II

She went to check her emails between her classes like always, but this time there was an email she was dreaming of for many days. It was a note from her crush containing the sweetest words. He finally expressed his feelings and that was like a thunder on her body.

She forgot about the next class and rushed out of the computer lab to find a friend to tell what just happened. Her heart was beating so fast and she couldn’t concentrate to think where to go what to do and how to act. Finally, she jumped into her car and went home. Tears covered her face and driving safely was not very feasible with her excited heart.

She was making sentences for the reply.

I have loved you ever since I saw you. I can’t believe this is happening. It’s like a dream not real world. Let’s take advantages of this feeling that we both have. Don’t say goodbye.

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I wonder how close these two happenings are. Extreme sadness and happiness seems to have the same effect on people. Both last for quit some time. Both occupy all your brain, bring your efficiency to zero and disturb your entire body metabolism. And after these examples you would know that both make you say stupid things.