Magic of Dream

I was in the car, and I was thinking what if I hold his hand. We were talking, although it wasn't very amorously. The thing is that I was saying something and he was answering me exactly in the way he is not in the way I expect. The reason that I'm surprised is that it seemed he was really in my dream, otherwise how did I know that how he would react and answer and what he would say! This is amazing; I was watching myself with him and realizing that how he treated me in this recent five years; I have never noticed before; he was just ignoring me all the time. I know why I did not feel that before; I was in love with him, and I was sure that he loves me no matter what he says and he does; but now that I knew in the background that he doesn't love me the way I do and the way I think, when I'm with him it's easy to notice his repelling behavior with me even in dream.

PS: I wrote this post in sleep last night; even I chose the title in sleep. Sorry if it's confusing; It's just exactly the way I felt.